sabotage

Being practical and realistic
Is all I can think about while staring into your eyes

Staying calm, maintaining my distance

While inside I crave your lips on mine

To think I just met you
And blind passion contains 

A heavier dose of hurt
Practicality tells me
"take it very slow, and stick to the truth"

Torn between infatuation, pure fantasy
Or burning this unbuilt bridge

I see clearly my capacity for
sabotage