Broke

This is delayed agony
This is all the times
My heart broke
But I didn't let it
Break
I didn't feel it
I moved on
Ran away
This is it
All of it

It's devastating
It's a torment
A torture I inflicted
On myself

Perhaps from ignorance
Maybe weakness
My soul doesn't care
If I'm strong enough
It is bleeding and
Tearing me apart

I'm waiting
For the blood
To stop pouring